It's a day where I should feel happy! But I did something which made me a selfish person. The fear I have of not having enough time to spend with my dear has become too strong! The fear of losing him too... I know that my dear will be reading this. I just really want to say sorry,and I love you. I know that you've been working so hard for everything. And it's time for you to have a proper rest.. I promise I won't ask you out until the day you decide to have a real good break before you fly back.. I really promise. Money has become a big issue in my life during this period of time. Earning money, getting money, paying debts? All these money are really hard-work. It's not easy to earn money I know.. Whatever we can save on! Save now!! :(
Although I've spend less than a day with my dear.. I felt contented already! I really feel that my dear have tried his very very best just to accompany...my dear is a wonderful guy. He always puts me in the first place in his heart. He does everything for me. Thank you dear. <3 you're the best. I love you. <3
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