I'm a wall. Since u don't want to talk to me. Fine.

Counting down

We've not seen each other for 1week.. Speak to each other for 4days. All we do was text one another... I know that my dear has been working very hard for the past 1week and wanted to rest well. :) dear, 辛苦你了.. Today is the 8 of dec. another few days.. Dear, u will be going back home! Although I can't bear to let you go,but you've not seen your family members for a very long time..!! Darling,I'll wait for you till you're back. <3 between now and then till I see you again,I'll be loving you...

The days without you

It has been 5 days.. I've not seen my dear for 5 days! :( I miss him so much.!! However,I believe that I'll see you soon! I can't wait. Dear,the days without you,I've been staying at home... Finding jobs through the net and sleeping ! Hehehe.. I'm being very lazy le wo!! <3 today, I went to a recruitment agency . They asked me to go for a training on Thursday 9 to 6 pm. After that I may get a job already! :)

Today is the 6. Another 14 days. Dear,you're going back Malaysia le... :) and :(

First December

It's a day where I should feel happy! But I did something which made me a selfish person. The fear I have of not having enough time to spend with my dear has become too strong! The fear of losing him too... I know that my dear will be reading this. I just really want to say sorry,and I love you. I know that you've been working so hard for everything. And it's time for you to have a proper rest.. I promise I won't ask you out until the day you decide to have a real good break before you fly back.. I really promise. Money has become a big issue in my life during this period of time. Earning money, getting money, paying debts? All these money are really hard-work. It's not easy to earn money I know.. Whatever we can save on! Save now!! :(

Although I've spend less than a day with my dear.. I felt contented already! I really feel that my dear have tried his very very best just to accompany...my dear is a wonderful guy. He always puts me in the first place in his heart. He does everything for me. Thank you dear. <3 you're the best. I love you. <3